I don't know if i can say what I want to,but I'll try... We lost an amazing cat today, we had to make a choice no pet owner should ever have to make...but she didn't need to suffer any longer. I'm not okay. I'm not going to be okay for a while. But i know where she's going she'll be able to live like the Queen she truly was. R.I.P. Shadow, Queen of the House, My Shadie Cat.